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Need You NowSam’s POVNeed You Now by Mat-Mat
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
I started looking at the pictures I had from when we were kids. The old candid shots your mom took of us at the playground, the one where you were showing off your new bike to everyone in the neighborhood, the one I took when we first entered high school…and then all the pictures of our adventures together. It made me remember how much we’ve shared together. We’ve been through so much together; it’s hard to imagine that we’re only sixteen.
It’s getting late…where are you? I wondered to myself as I stared at the sky. It was clear and full of stars, your favorite kind of night. I’ve known you to stay out later if the nights were like this, but this isn’t like you…you would have always called me if you were staying out late. After a while I pulled ou
Um...hello everyone. I know in my last fanfic that I posted, I said it's been a while...well, I checked my journal entries...it really has been a while, hahaha. It's not like I wanted to get rid of my account for good; I still have friends on here, and I enjoy looking and faving art still. I haven't been as creative in drawing or sketching as of lately, but I'm still writing. A LOT actually, at least a story or two every week. However, I've been away, and for that I apologize.
Main reason I've been gone: college. I started college in 2012, and I've been busy ever since. The homework has been a nightmare, and after a full day of school and driving back and forth to the college about forty five minutes away, I was tired. I've been forced to read around one hundred classic novels these past two years, and I have had no free time except on the weekends. I had no energy to leave my house, I ignored my friends in real life and online, and I pretty much became a shut-in. I lost a few friends because of it. As of now, I am only taking one class, so I am getting more free time, and that means actually participating with you people!
Another reason I took a huge break happened on June 14, 2012. I lost my grandfather who was basically my dad that day, and I needed some time to heal and grieve. I know I posted a journal and some fanfiction after that date, but it wasn't like how I used to be when I first activated my account. I've gotten better, and even though it's been nearly two years, my grandfather's death is still a fresh wound. Still, I'm sorry for not taking into consideration my followers' feelings.
I bet you're tired of excuses as to why I have been neglecting my account here, so I'm just gonna say what all has been going on, you know, besides the busy stuff. If anyone still remembered or at least kept up with some of the other journals I posted on here (if you have, you're even doing better than I am right now, haha ), I was dating a guy named Forrest. I can still tell you people, for the ones who still care, that we are still dating and have been now for three years. <3 I still love the little goober, and I even convinced the anime noob to go to an anime convention with me.
Speaking of anime, I still am a huge fan of it and can add a couple of new series I recently got into. One of them is Black Butler. I heard the name mentioned greatly around my college, so I decided to check it out on Netflix. I have never looked back. Sebastian is one hell of a butler, haha, and I really like the entire plot. I am currently on season two, so hopefully my love for the series won't diminish after this season. The other series I recently read was Bakuman. How I wish the anime was English dubbed. It was so damn good!!!! I loved how it ended, even though I wish it didn't have to end!! Akito Takagi is my favorite character of the series because he reminds me of Forrest: a spazz at times, yet extremely smart and serious.
My love for anime was taken to the next level this past September when our school finally formed an anime club. I was named Secretary of the club, and I've made new friends because of it (that's also where most of my time has been) It's been a ton of fun, and I'm glad to have joined!
I guess that's mainly what I've been doing these past couple of years, besides some personal stuff I can't exactly share. If my followers are still on here and are still wondering where I am, I'm back, and I plan on staying here for as long as I possibly can! Thanks for still caring, and I hope to get back to you people real soon! Have a good day everyone!